I guess we say its okay when its not because we hope. We hope that if we just say it, we will be and in a way, by saying it, you don’t have to explain your feelings to anyone. We get to run away by saying that one word, “okay”.
I’m just kinda upset really. I’m sorta tired of living. I’m tired of waking up at six every morning. I’m tired of coming home and sitting around, procrastinating and thinking about how I should be doing my homework. I’m tired of the forty five minute bus rides, thinking about situations that will never actually happen. I’m tired of my life being the same, all the fucking time. Its all the same and I’m not sure how much longer I can take it without cracking. I just need something different.
